Friday, February 21, 2014

The Beginning

Forgive the verb tenses... I'm writing these in a journal with the intention of posting them in some sort of chronological order later. Back in February I had immunology testing done by our new doctor- Dr. Andrew in Provo, Utah at East Bay Fertility Center. After asking a series of questions (do you get sick often? No. Do you have a family history of auto immune diseases? My bio grandmother had RA. Is there a history of miscarriages? My bio mother had multiple miscarriages.) he was pretty certain there was some underlying cause of our so-called “unexplained” infertility. Dr. Z had pointed out previously that I have low AMH which can indicate diminished ovarian reserve (not enough eggs left) and can also indicate that the eggs may be poor quality. Dr. Andrew wasn’t overly concerned with my low egg count, but he did want to know why it was so low. He thought perhaps it was from so many unmonitored cycles of clomid- it was possible I’d been dropping multiple eggs and essentially wasting them.

                At this point we had two options- start the drugs (clomid and femara) and hope that the tests came back negative, or wait a cycle and get the results. The problem was that we were supposed to start our Mini IVF cycle drugs February 21st and the test results didn’t come in until the week after. I was devastated to say the least… I’d been so set on starting as soon as possible. I had cycle buddies just days apart from me. I had a plan darn it!!! We decided to go ahead with the plan for a February/March cycle after prayers, fasting and multiple blessings. When the blood work came back we had two answers: I have what are known as ovarian antibodies and natural killer cells. This means that my ovaries attack themselves and the eggs, destroying some of the eggs and lessening the quality of what is left. The natural killer cells hunt down any foreign bodies in the system (i.e. sperm, eggs, embryos) and attack them- basically an over-active immune system. I had mono a few years ago and didn’t even know it… that should have been an indicator that something was wrong, right??? The good news is- we had our answers, the bad news is that it could push us back up to three months. Treatment for OAs would be Humira shots once a month for three months to suppress the immune response and allow the next batch of maturing eggs to grow and develop without being attacked. At $2,500 per shot, we knew this wasn’t an option, especially since insurance won’t cover it. The treatment for NKCs was IV IG therapy that would put good antibodies back into my system and try to override the NKCs. I asked the doctor what he thought we should do. His response had me in tears- “My gut feeling is that you don’t need to fix these, but you just needed to know what the problem was.” This has been my BIGGEST hurdle- being classified as “unexplained” and not being able to get a single one of the four previous doctors to figure out what our problem was! Talk about tender mercies- I love love love Dr. Andrew. We ordered my medications, scheduled flights, rental cars, hotels and everything we would need.  

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