Wishes for my Birthday

I'm sorry its been so long since we updated. The truth is, I don't really have one. There have been changes, but no babies. But that isn't to say that we feel empty. Last year on my birthday I wished on my candle that I would get pregnant and have a baby. After March and losing the twins I realized that I am now, technically a mother, albeit of angels, and they will always be my babies. When I complained to the Lord that this was not the plan I had in mind He was kind enough to give me another plan. Divine intervention (literally, the lovely lady I work with in church recommended me for the job) landed me a wonderful job as a kindergarten aide. I now work one on one with the cutest little deaf boy ever (no... I don't sign!) and the rest of the 23 students. So instead of having a baby I have 23 kids who do, on occasion, accidentally, call me mom. They love me and hug me and keep my heart from breaking. The switch was a complete shock to me, and was not expected in the least, but when He calls you answer. I love my kinders so very much. I work with an amazing teacher, and an amazing classroom aide. These ladies put up with my crazy so well and often join in with their own, we are a great team!!! Here's hoping for a good birthday tomorrow... 30 scares the hell out of me!